cn stil remember da 1st day, u said U Love Me!!!

U kno I reali got da special feel wid u… Bt nw I afraid…afraid of everythings…
***I afraid, I’l love U***
***I afraid, we’l be sweet hearts***
***I afraid, I’l be happy replace of da sadness***
***I afraid wen I hold U in my heart replace of losting U***
***I afraid I’l found U replace of forgettin da keepsake***
***I afraid I’l miss U instead of gettin tears***
***I afraid I’l cryin so so so cuz I stil love U***
Itz okay if I could cried…but I reali afraid of getting hurts…itz jz only a thing dat I unsatisfied!!!!
And U kno, ow I reali missin U so mux…I jz feel I need U…and I 1 u 2 care of me, but wat dat I can jz told u I Like U!!!
Im already kno…itz reali fantastic for da 1st of our life’z love…but da END I’ll be get badly sufferin..anywai I kno I c’t control my feelin dat was goin on ryt nw…mayb I can love u as da ways I had done…I d’t like getting hurt bcuz of love again…cuz m nt yet forget wat dat a man hav done on me…I thk LOVE is jz makin by sum special feelin…it’l b stopped automatic wend a heart’z guys was changed.
Eventhongh I kno! I kno!!! I kno!!!!!! Dat itz never get da gud result bt why I stil continue it??? Please tel me why??? Why??? Why all guys are player??? (sounds so fun)
So nw I jz d’t 1na say *I Love U*
I also c’t hold my lonely heart indtead of sayin I Love U, too.
I d’t kno dat m stupid or anything else... Im really lonely now..guess??? why I tel u…datz why I d’t tel whoever else…hmmmm…bcuz wen I got dis feelin I always missed U…now m thkin of U again…I also tryin to control my tears…bt I c’t do…I d’t kno why itz fallin down on my cheek???
Anyway I kno myself dat im not reali gud gurl 4 u!!! I got an badly acts.words…I make s.o hurts…so s.o make me hurts too..itz my sin…
Now I reali sure…….cuz I hav mux wish…bt now I jz kno…I d’t want everythings…only a things dat I want jz thkin of U…n hope get back sum of ya smile…datz enough 4 a bad gurl like me…
Datz all are my true words my whole thkin…I jz hope I could find s.o who love me truly…
But I d’t kno which parts of earth dat U hav Lived, now…
Do u kno, I reali surprise and wonderin why…I hav tried to find many reason dat’z why U Love Me…